iight i been on hea 4 a while jus gettin da feel of shit but i guess ima go head n post dis...i ain even gon lie it ain dat good but den again i ain been writtin dat long. dis is wut i rote bout my lil girl...got raped n had her...daz da same thing dat happened 2 my mama...so hea go sunthin...

as i walk thru da streetz of da hood i wuz born
btween my 2lives i seem 2 b torn
daz my home life daz my hood life i seem skitzophrenic
when i dream iz n a cold sweat n i alwayz wanna end it
but i cant cuz i got niggaz dependin on me
da same individuals dat sho me luv affectionatley
affection is me but affection u dont c when watchin me
but i wont stop or even worse flee
see-i take hostility n willingly blend it n2 me
n when blended u get wut u now c
gone thru 2 much shit 2 let anotha nigga take care of wut i need
been raped twice n as a result have a daughter 2 feed
but it ain knockin my hustle it jus keep me out on da grind
n when i make money da wrong way her smilin face hit my mind
n den all da niggas i lost n my years re-appear
i gotta fite n struggle 2 keep bak each tear
but from goin thru dis shit ive hardened n no longa live n fear
but regret 4 my baby n how her life gon b
dere so many things i hope she dun c
i jus pray ery nite she dun end up like me
c....she got born while ya girl EMPREZZ wuz locked up
n ain eva gon kno her daddy cuz afta rapin me my bro knocked him up
so he 6feet unda n she stuck bein like me
neva gon have a daddy 2 go chill wit n c
i can c her n da future....16 n money already got her palms itchin
n i kno she gon get easily pissd n say dat im bitchin
so shell go out on da block n hustle dat crack
till a nigga come roun side her n wanna hit it from da back
n she gon look @ his body n imagine her 1st tyme
n end up wit a future quite like myne
word gon spread dat her virginity been took care of
n niggas gon think shes easy n claim dey n luv
till 1day a fella come up wit anotha style dan da othas
n she gon notice sunthin wrong wit him-he ain like otha brothas
her body gon tell her run but her feet dun get da clue
bout 10 minutes l8a dere ain nufin she can do
but lay dere n hope sum1'll find her b4 she die
n she gon end up havin 2 live wit da memory of dis guy
as da months go on da pain gets worse
bout 9 lata dat pain must disperse
n it do...n da form of a child dat got her last name
all bcuz of dis 1 niggas game
if u look @ dis family
ull c wut happened 2 my mama also happened 2 me
n may happen 2 her cuz daz da way life b
deres no way 2 escape it, no way 2 break free
but ill kill da 1st nigga 2try n harm my seed
cant imagine her hurt so im teachin her 2 dun get ova come wit greed
but when it comes down 2 it i ain desperate jus hopeful wishin
hopin shell end up n heaven when God finish her mission