time has caught up to me and everything seems to cave in
but i can't stop now. the confusion and the spent emotion
has taken its toll, i came to my final decision ,the best thing to do
like i could ever give in . so good bye everyone i'll miss you
i'm sorry but this is my final stop , my last steps are taken here
i could never make you happy . if you really knew how i felt
i would have told you . but this wasn't the result of one year
its built up for a long time and just recently i've taken it hard,
every tear , you could of and should of shed i hope it was real
i can't help but feel that its all my fault, my burden , my fear
i'm giving in,heres the truth , its hard when you feel worthless
but even harder when everyone around you can't see through it
go ahead, i'll hide it from you all . so i won't expect you to cry
i want to explain . give my reasons and explanations of why
all of my life. i always felt as though i was on the outside
all those days i spent. sitting in my room , it was my relief
those were times. when things seemed not so against me
trying to stand tall but inside i can only breakdown and cry
i fell deep into depression . you told me it was just a phase
so i kept to myself, just wishing i could lay down and die
so here i am now its my time. this won't be the story of the year
it will just be a tick . in the days thats all i can expect
nothing will come from this people will move on
forget about the day that i took a last dance with death
i can't believe its been so long since i've felt this good .
so here i am with my final sigh and a last goodbye
i'm moving on to bigger and better things,
a place where i have no more fear.i just realized
that for once in my whole life i am happy with a decision
that i myself have made.

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he never gave his good byes on that day he died
the day he gave in and ended it all by taking his life