"Forgive Me"

Verse One (Intermental)

Layin on the floor, bleadin, pleadin, Lord what did I do this for?
Why am I intrigued by the life of greed, Lord please open the door,
Two bullets treasured deep into my anatomy, death has gotten to me,
Why did I turn my head to the street, Lord help me land on my feet,
Maybe because my mama died on the day I was born, cry me a river,
Maybe because I didn’t have a father figure so I picked up the trigger,
But where’s that gotten me, to a mufuckin near death experience,
Lord I know you listen, so Lord, please tell me that you’re hearin us,
Lord please show me a sign, give me another chance at life,
Lord please give me more time, Lord let me make it rite,
On the streets im a real hard nigga, but that’s jus the exterior
I feel soft inside, because of my life, I feel so damn deprived
Lord let me open my eyes, to a new lite, blind my eyes with hope,
Im not ready to die, put my gun aside, stop sellin the dope,
But then I realise, the way Im livin can never be deminished,
Cos forever Ill need a Bulletproof Vest, Lord am I finnished?

Verse Two (RawFlowz aka Souljah)

I stand over the motionless figure with no remorse
Then a sick kinda feeling of guilt hits me with full force
Struck with emotions, guilt and sorrow, even praying I get caught
How did I become this monster, these ain’t the ways that I was taught
I was raised well, while some niggas have gone through a childhood of hell
And I always managed to abstain from loading up the shells
But it looks like my dark side had simply taken over
Heads I beefed with always had to look over their shoulder
I was colder than cold, didn’t care you thought you were
I was so deep; the thought of fuckin with me was absurd
Now I’m standing over the body of the newly deceased
It’s all over for him but I will never be at peace
My conscience is attacking my thoughts, casting shadows over my mind
Only the feeling of forgiveness can relieve this emotional bind
As I run and hide as his body’s being chalk outlined
Only the feeling of forgiveness can relieve this emotional bind


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