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Old 04-23-07, 12:40 PM   #1
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Killing My conscience

IP: 9465 0DDF

You’re Killing My Conscience

My mind bleeds within, cant breath again
My thoughts start to wind DOWN... With immortal sin
Now let’s begin…
The cold shoulders get FROZEN
In time of space, as ANGER sits in as its potion
Floating above all, these thoughts get pressured
The eyes deceive the brain to release a bad lecture
Textures of the thought sink a burden design
Leaving a murderous thought that paints with a white outline
Drool drips for taste of happiness again…
My thoughts bend to a certain extent leaving my emotions bent
Tropical Stormed Fallacies breeze on through
Mirror Reflected actions pace me to think of only you
Tears turn to acid; these acid drops burn my cheeks
Breaking me down from seconds to hours to days to weeks
Obsolete my emotions scream, MURDERING me incomplete
Trying to stay afloat the madness, yet I’m still swept off my feet

PIT…
…PAT
PIT…
…PAT


The water drips slow, matching my saliva
Joking with my mentality, trying my best to be a survivor
Telling myself, I’m better than this… I could do more
Than raping my skin with sharp blades, my arm isn’t a WHORE!
I feel my heart was catapulted to spikes of death
The screams of terror burden my ears to go def.
Stop fucking screaming… seriously what the fuck…
I was by myself and the only one shrieking cries was me, dumb luck
What is wrong with me…? I keep quavering... I keep shaking
It’s like the thought of such guilt and pain is so breathtaking
The Pain has now become so soothing… muscles are loose
Duck, duck goose…
The tip of the blade plays to spill blood paper; noose
Withered down from all this excitement, my smile grows big
I feel like a pig, rolling in the mud of disparity, the unhealthy pit.
Shredding my appearance piece by piece, I have become naked
Call me the bare truth and witness the very first act of hatred

“My life; to good to live for so I ramble these words for you to face it
Fake shit… fakes laugh and face lift with shit so basic
This be the bitter truth, no good?... my emotions are tasteless.
Ace of aces; I grow behind egos, call me faceless
My words twist people’s thoughts and crush them; wasted.”

I have expressed my shape shift…
….. for the brief moment in time
To reply the thoughts of others… asking the question why?
I leave a note under the bed covers for others to read
They all did a good deed the bad seed was me
So I met my match, in a battle between me myself and I
The window opened a opportunity, that led me to fly
Till the clouds turned red, and the rain became hail
Skinning me to death… food for thought; for sale.



*Rehab Center in California
Jason Wallace a alcoholic recovers from his 4 year addiction and now owns his own business and lives a happy life with wife Bernice and kids jahton and baila Wallace.


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Last edited by White Trash : 04-23-07 at 07:47 PM.
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