The only fight i have is with myself


You think your safe in the dark but your never alone
Because when the lights are out your shadow finds him self at home
Free to roam, in the dark with camouflage capabilities
Waiting for the precise moment to attack and get rid of me
Constantly hitting me with the lost scenes of my life
Cut out by the director but brought back with the strife
I slash with a knife, at a target that cant be hit
Look down at my own wrists and realize they’ve been split
How much spit will it take, to separate fake from my fate
No one can dictate a date because time can not relate
So I erase the slate and go back to the beginning
To see my own shadow in the dark is the one that is grinning
Am I the one sinning? Believing in what seems deceiving ?
And grieving over the fact that my life lacks any meaning
It got lost in the screening when god was looking for answers
But instead got cancer from messing around with to many topless dancers
My file then sent to the chancellor who tossed into the trash
So instead of class they just told me id never pass
They told me to go to mass and harass god with my problems
But he’s the one sick from my shit and the reason I’ve got um.
Now they just haunt him, my prayers are sent back with a note
“your fucked up kid now just leave me alone”
So I’m back on my own, And I’m jumped by the dark with a flash
Before the blood from my mouth can come out in a splash
I take off in a dash, but I’m not being chased
Its my shadow again, the one I thought I erased
But just displaced with the thought I just that he finally gave up
I thought heed get out when I tossed the pills in the cup
Then right before I erupt I turned and he wasn’t there
But I was just fucked from the shit now my visions impaired
Now I cry when I’m scared because I cant feel my legs
And even though I cant see, my shadow cries when he begs
Knows the mistakes that I made were because he rode on my back
So the only way to be free was look into the mirror and attack



i think i can go even more on this and make it a full track.
what do u think?