juss a lil flow

As my life gets worse,
I feel more and more like ridden in a hurse
What did I do to deserve this curse?
It's my life that I wanna disperse
Im so sick of the pain,
Everything in my world feeling like rain
All I feel is utter distain,
I'm trapped in this world and going insane.
There is nobody around to hear me cry,
There's gonna be nobody there when I die
I give up on everything cuz I don't wanna try,
What can I do to make the pain pass bye?
Why does god do this to me?
This hurt is all I can see
I feel so empty,
I feel like a branchless tree
Everyday a tear falls down my cheek,
I look at the future and it seems so bleak
I can't deal with it anymore I'm getting weak,
And death is all I seek
It's been to long since I seen daylight,
Cuz everyday im in a constant fight
And when I think it's possible I might,
I remember that I'm never right
God take this pain away,
For me there is no brighter day
All there is left to say,
Is now my coffin is where I lay.