Aiyo Let me paint of picture between two boundaries
in which decisions made affect what becomes of me
first we have the choice of living of my life
having to make moral decisions of choosing wrong from right
where justice and evil are brought into a fight
and livin life good could all end in one night

Then you have death,choice i may not regret
but will pain my family to see me breath my last breath
and what potential i had, and ain't tap into yet
because bringin my fam pain, is pain that i will get
but the choice is to be made, but am i all set?
because i will get hell, for all the goals i never met

"Deep" questions asked, like a "tube in ya ass"
Makin thoughts provoke me real fast
If i choose life, then soon i will have to die
but to thank the Lord for givin me another night
Livin to the fullest but not livin up
because livin too fast to die so young
I take lessons from Grandmaster Flash
Because i may be blind but I see The Message fast
My next choice would be death, lookin reasonable
If i think about it, leavin happiness wouldn't be reasonable
but then i won't be part, of the persisting pains of life
and i wouldn't be troubled, by the daily pains of strife
and i wouldn't be crazy, over how i should die tonight
but then the Lord has given me Somethin, the gift of day
And it could take less than a minute of that day, to take it away
he has the right over me, to help choose what i do
but to me it seems each way i go, i'll find a way to lose
the seed of takin my life just fully grew
if you were me, in my situation, what would you choose?

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Only God can judge me, Who THE FUCK IS YOU?!