Merely existing
Hardly living
This everday routine
Now just instinct
Variety has been replaced
Life turns to a repetitious waste
Cant help but think
I'm a failure, a disgrace
I scream out for someone to hear
But i'm turned a def ear
Oh well i guess
Didnt expect anyone to shed a tear
Or glance in my direction
Display slight affection
Since i'm an error
In a world based on perfection
Studying others I wonder
What they have that I lack
Staring, glaring, looking
At this world that doesnt look back

my first piece in a long long while....let me know what u think....