yo mom i missing you, i was a little kid when you left me in '92, im not even sure of who im writing too, i know every day you look at me from the sky, believing one day together we will be able to ride, for the first time i will cry that day, i know it will happen cause it will hurt too much if it couldnt be that way, it has to its what the preachers say, i still remember when dad came home and started to loose it, he told me the news, i was confused, and i looked for a hollow tip, till this day i still cant acknowledge it, mom i remember you telling me to stay away from drugs and gun, thats what i did mom im clean, but its costing me alot of fun, its ok though cause everyday i go by your image, thats how it will be even when i am finished, i hear voices in my head, is that you mom, your telling me when im up at 12 to go to bed, i go to sleep hearing a lullabye, what you dont see is my eyes,mom, i begin to cry, i wonder why, why would the lord take something so caring, you taught me how to love, no cussing, and sharing, i wll never forget you mom cause youll always be alive in my heart, i've done some good things in my life and i know its not because of dad cause hes not very smart, thanks for everything mom, you are still caring for me, in the future i hope you watch over me so you could see a family forming, ill miss you.