"No Chance"

Silence echoes around me.
Then it's the breathing, heart pounding.
Head down, the darkness is at home inside my limbs,
Broken down within reality, but now it's just a glimpse.
It's Funny how I can forget all the important things in life,
But can be so at home remembering the pain I felt those nights.

I'm used to it, Reanactments of hopeless romance,
Hold the pain close, my perceptions are enhanced.
I remember the first touch,
I remember the last dance.

Leaving.

It's clear as day,
I see you walking away.

It's stiched up, nothing's what it seems,
I looked for solid ground ended up finding trees.
Pain is free and Dreams are cheap
I'm always so at peace when I get to sleep.

When I can sleep.

Solo conversations, sucide seems to be the topic of choice.
No one's talking, but I still hear your voice.
Place a finger to your lips,
Making my illusion of control slowly slip.
Sweet nothings that always meant something,
I found foundation in you, but you kept running,
I wasn't what you needed,
Unsure contact, but when I did I was completed.

Images of perfection,
Ambiguous misdirection,
I cant stand memeories,
I cant stand my reflection

Hopes rings out-last ditch reconcile,
Vivid pictures with the after glow of all her wasted smiles.

You cant force emotion,
You cant force love,
The need unites the lust,
The tears untie the blood,
How do you know when to douse the last embers?
The past lives now, I remember every December.

One more touch
Just one more time,
Begging for just one chance to pick up what I left behind,
A chance to feel
A chance to smile.

She's saying something

Then I open my eyes.
She's gone.

I can still see her walking away.
Which leaves me with No One