-Ive Lost It-
-ELEETE-

yo,
this song is dedicated
to a certain individual,
you know who you are

weve been together but i never really had a clue/
guess you know by now, i know the truth about you/
its true, after all this time, i finally figured it out/
you wanna go ahead and tell me what this is all about/
you wanna tell me the reason behind all of your lies/
you wanna tell me for so long, why you kept him in disguise/
but fuck it, its just my luck to be in this situation/
gave you my dedication, to meet your expectaions/
but now i walk around full of anger and rage/
cause of you i live a life of eternal torture and pain/
todays the day im turnin around and walkin away/
all the feelings i had have burned and faded away/
guess thats how you feel when you been fucked over an played/
shit hurts like a muthafucka, wouldnt you say/
guess you wouldnt know cause you invented the game/
its over, you win but im no longer going to play/

ive lost it
-the one thing i never really had-
ive lost it
-the lies that quickly drive me mad-
ive lost it
-you never been through what i have-

ive lost it
-the one thing i never really had
ive lost it
-the lies that quickly drive me mad
ive lost it
-you never been through what i have

was this just one of the things you forgot to mention/
cause im searching for answers to all these fuckin questions/
guess you can say im feeling lost and confused/
never thought someone can make me feel so broken and used/
but you succeeded where i thought no else could/
and if you could do it again, i know that you would/
theres times where i fall asleep and wish that id never wake up/
god take me while im lying in bed, im fed up/
with all the bullshit that ive been through in my life/
like Em, i dont wanna die a normal death, i wanna be killed twice/
how is it that someone like you, can turn so deceitful/
thinking to myself, you out of all people?/
when it comes to us, there will never be a sequel/
always keep in mind, that love backwards spells evol/ (evil)
so angry inside im feeling my blood tingle/
im givin up on bitches, i rather stay single/

ive lost it
-the one thing i never really had-
ive lost it
-the lies that quickly drive me mad-
ive lost it
-you never been through what i have-

ive lost it
-the one thing i never really had-
ive lost it
-the lies that quickly drive me mad-
ive lost it
-you never been through what i have-

yo i dont like to live life, an live in regret/
my decisions in life, i will never forget/
but fuck it, im at the end o' my rope/
i got nothing to live for, im livin wit no hope/
im mad enough to kill, theres no more deceiving me/
careful who you lie to, the devils' unleashed in me/
this is the end o' my story, this is the end o' my book/
this is where you fucked up, the precious moments you took/
but fuck it, all in all this is the end/
no more of this bullshit, no more pretendin to be friends/
i will never again bend to attend to your needs/
i rather stand back, sittin, watching you bleed/
cry your eyes out bitch, tell me what do you see?/
a turned demon full of fuckin hatred and greed/
i was once human, one never again you will see/
im no longer fallin for the bullshit you been feedin to me/

ive lost it
-the one thing i never really had-
ive lost it
-the lies that quickly drive me mad-
ive lost it
-you never been through what i have-

ive lost it
-the one thing i never really had-
ive lost it
-the lies that quickly drive me mad-
ive lost it
-you never been through what i have-