i can not beat myself

i reach but no higher will my fingers touch tha stars

for i have reached and felt

tha tear of a God drip from tha heavens

i have watched and pondered

but no answer will penetrate my senses

i move through, instead, into my soul

but it is too dark to see

thus...i walk blinfolded and hit my heart

but it beats no more

as i walk tha path imbedded in my mind

tha shadows move and dart

and they tear open my thoughts to reveal myself to myself

i do not understand

will you help me?

i don't believe you will as i watch through my deep portals

known as only "eyes"

but my eyes are shut

thus i turn around to walk straight back through tha veins

until i reach my limit

then i melt into myself and am once again...

REBORN...

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