My minds clogged up with broken dreams,
And the more i cry, the worse i feel,
Yet i cannot help the tears falling from my eyes;
I have lost everything in a heartbeat;
My entire life withers away before me,
And i can't help wondering if i'm being punished?,
Suddenly life has no meaning, I've become a lost soul,
Fading into a state of depression,
Not knowing or caring about the rest of the world,
My only escape from this trauma is to write;
To spill my anger onto the page like fresh tears,
In the hope that someone reading feels the same,
That some poor person understands the future i'm faced with.
I'm told time can be a great healer, but its been six months and i cannot sense a change,
See when you died you took my very existence with you,
And now i'm left alone in an empty world, small, afraid and helpless,
And after all this time i'm still left crying;
Praying for the strength to seek love again.


Moral: well its about a girl whos lost a long term boyfriend, unlike the old 'i got dumped' story, they've been seperated by deaths intervention, she is afraid to look for happiness because she feels that her lover would be unhappy to see her with someone else, the last line just about sums it up, she is praying for the strength to get through this turmoil and carry on living....

give me all your feed on this people, its quite a deep subject but i know a lot of people will be able to relate.

Peace and Love

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