I was not born a a girl

I was born a woman,

and that I will be untill I leave this earth

I'ved rasied children with out the pains of child birth

i've had men and boys, they've used me as a punching bag
as well as a toy

I no longer cry, In fact I never have

For that is what little girls do, and I have never had the privlage of being that

I have never played childish games

No hop scotch No jump rope, not for me nope
No hide go seek no playing house

Because there were no games in my house

Far to much to do in my house

You had to do for all before you did for you,and with out a second thought thats what I did

Untill I got sick

Sick of the cryen sick of the screaming sick of those damn kids

So I Ran

Yes I took kthe cowards way out

But it was the right thing to do I know that now

Cause when I left the demon followed me

And gave her the will to grow, to wake up, to see

And when she saw her life changed
She no longer had me around to punch and stomp

Kick that empty space on the ground

But then again a space can't make those blood curdeling sounds

The screams that held tears

cause a real woman never cries she only faces her fears

So here I am to face you but you trun your back

The woman you thought was girl is here for.............................


What ?

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I live to die and
Destance my self to Feel
My life is an oxymoran
Like a suicide Pill