Dear God:

Whats predetermined, all I’ve seen on earth is
people hurtin some advantages ova feeble servants
No need in servin you but you got me scared to die
Im there but why, no real being I cant bare to cry
When ma tears are fake, separate now ma fear is hate
I know nothing did you speak n’ now im hearing late
Minuscule in the cosmos cant see how life is relevant
Its evident that im blind but sight where the heavens is
Your eminence is vague and your words too subtle
The tunnel to dark with preachers I’ve heard rebuttal
Some kinda sick plan n’ we just some pawns in ya game
Do it for fame? We abnormal n’ not belong wit the sane?
I’m trying to maintain faith but its hard u leaving no path
Read u n’ laugh, then hit hard in life am I seein your wrath?
We that bad that instead of reward u choose punishment?
Abuse a hundred men by making killing a new sudden trend
How is it our mistake when you’re done choosin our fate?
Losing our way with no direction leaving a few in dismay
This game is entertainment for you, when we question you
That a blessing too, or u losing and thas depressing news
Why’s life so complicated n’ with an abundance of roles
When it goes smoothly its always u as a bump in the road
God are you even there should I even expect an answer
Stressed with anger, lay hopeful but suspecting cancer
God why can you not let us live like the rest in harmony
Take away thoughts n’ feelings the best in harmin me
Farther see with every word I read im not brought closer
I sought closure with religion, even with that its not over
Why would gods word outlaw ne thing that brings happiness
Mad with this “heavenly father” who is also bad with kids
If this a class, I transfer out seein wat ma brothers are facin
God if you’re the solution im looking for another equation

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