i'm at that happy place where the sun shines
an enviorment of fun times that make you love life
for what it's worth, and the punchline is birth
except sometimes it hurts, the reason of my return
to this beautiful room where i'm atop the earth
standing on a pedestal hoping i don't fall, .. it's hope
i wish someone would attach strings, so i could float
a rope .. anything that could pull me to heaven
after my pedestal falls to it's side and i'm remembrance
reincarnated in this small haven .. a pension for all
said to lessen the fall, i'm all hated by everything alive
i'm the thought inside the back of your mind
shit, i'm the thought in my own mind, double persona's
that could even trouble the loners, but this is it
my death my birth my first day of school ..
the end of the spool feeding the line feeds from my lines
its mine .. as the pedestal falls i float and my neck hurts
.. it was the opposite of everything .. except birth
turn right at my left nerve, floating in the room of happiness
except my emotions were found inside my suicide note ..

collapsed in it ..






* i replied to like 6 open mic's today but i don't have time to get links. so don't delete it bitches. =)