Pattering across the terrain, ill-omened feelings runs through my mind/
Chills rushing down my spine, closing in, I'm relieved at what I find/
In all this time, I come upon a small house, no bigger than mine/
Going a little closer, I notice cracked windows and a dimmed light on the top floor/
I stop for a minute, To enter the house or otherwise I'm not sure/
I have no choice but to step in, since I'm hungry and my legs are all sore/
Doing so I peer through the window on the lower floor, I see nothing but scattered trees/
A couple minutes pass, laying down, I try to get up on shattered knees/
The long travel I go through has staggered me and I begin to lose confidence/
I come to the point where I have no choice but to rely on common sense/
Therefore, I decide to crawl to the top floor, knowing it's my only chance of survival/
Fuck worrying about what I discover, anything I find is vital/
And to me there couldn't be an item up there only worth a trifle/
Refusing to remain idle, I find myself progressing to the top floor of the building/
Moving up fast, realizing it's for nothing but my life that I'm tilting/
Horrible feelings still ring in my head as I approach the end of the steps/
I come into the light only to know it’s me God sent to be wrecked/
Like Kennedy’s death that night I ended up a poor victim of shots to the head/
But not from pistols, M16’s, arrows, magnums no not even dots colored red/
Instead, I was left shitted on emphatically, by none other than life itself/
I was almost chased to my death, only to watch my loved ones sliced and killed/
Now I see clearly, how the price is still high even for the certain beliefs you practice/
Just for reading in Arabic, I had to suffer having my kids beneath the caskets/
why is grief drastic for me when I actually worried about the recompense/
Lord, please rid me of this nonsense, before I find myself on a quest for revenge/
Maybe the most ambitious rise, but it takes a brave heart to overcome the pain of descent/

this has nuthin to do with me i just happened to end up with this