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Times Have Changed


we first met at 14, remember that day i thought i lost my hat,
i wore my heart on my sleeve as i gave you the shirt off my back,
you deserved that, first girl i met that had it for real,
not just your look, its a fact you could make the worst dogs heal,
at first i was cautious, im not to sure if you saw this,
see, U were the principal of my thoughts when i sat in the office,
fights..? i should've dropped it, but things were fragile,
a breakup..? yea, i hated having to crack a smile,
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im in denial, travelin to a new place n told im envied.!!?
why'd they send me, hell, i should've traded my seat with empty..
it was tempting, thinking their must've been some way,
but hey dismay got the better of me that day,
.....................................actually it decided to stay,
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16 months 7 days n some change, are things the same?
im feelin lost with names, guess times cost is eventually claimed,
i even refrained from old impulses when i first seen you,
thinking that distance is irrelevent, it seemed i was too,
austin who'? Oh you, Mister "did'nt call" "did'nt write",
im not back a day, shes fittin gloves, either to walk out or fight?
aight, not sure of your tone, i stood stunned n hurt,
think'n events must be repeatin themselves, n i forgot to go first,
our speech was dirt, literally trash talking, spewing about vibes,
here i thought things were cool, but it was minus 32 outside,
i tried, but my speech was kept at bay, i was tounge tide,
n during the ride, it was dead silence.. it seemed sound died,
but you cried in anger at having to treat me like a stranger,
but whats stranger is that you cried outta your anger.
now im not gonna claim that h,ours were perfect,
but at times i felt the cost was well worth it,
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it was crazy, you were always there keepin me from harm,
n you'd swear i was made of money the way you'd tug on my arm,
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but it was'nt like that, cash was the last thing on our minds,
we were more worried about having a good time,
through all the fights, cursing n highlights it was nice,
cuz we knew we'd be together for the rest of our lives,
roll the dice, thats basically what i did twice.....
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wait hold the mic
(phone call)
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im back thinkin of finishin this rap or cap a gun...!
cuz we finally got our lives on track..
...................but you just lost your life on one...
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"BANG"