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02-25-06, 01:45 PM
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Topical: Going Under
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Topic: Going Under Cant hold on anymore man,im going~under, lifes jus my growing~blunder Theres quik sand flowing~under me, n for me man its not slowing~wonder Ingulfs my mind, how'd i get ta this~damn~point, I look bak disappoint- Ment is all i can remember. only 29, but still smoking this~damn~joint I'm sitting on my couch in my shitty~apartment, not a pretty~compartment Wholes punctured in the wall,three rooms, small like a glove compartment Da stuffing comming out of da couch,40 ounce in hand as i go to crouch Puke on the floor,sit back rub my unshaved face and think as i slouch The wall paper is droopin down on the wall, this place falling~apart Phone rings,callin~apartment manager demanding money im stallin~start To say ill get it,but she hangs up, jus a lie i got nothin for~rent Nothing anymore~spent it all gambling, those drugs, n some more~went To women,walk over to the rooms~small~sink, countinue to consume~my~drink N smoke dat joint,stair in da cracked mirror,ugly face in it,resume to think That i was nothing since a small~kid, get dizzy n grap the wall~rid Myself agian of vomate. when i was seven my school got the call~hid The truth, they said my parents were gone, that they had dissapeared N den put me in an orphanig, n no one wanted me n this~brought~tears Started den n my life kept goin~down, the waters jus been growing~drown At anypoint i think i jus mite cuz my life neva been easygoing~frowns Now indented on my dirty face, return to the living room witout grace Toppel onto the floor, screaming out loud gotta get out of this place I stand up n stagger over to the window, savin thoughts within~blow In den out, angrely pull it open, my head spins~snow starts to blow Into my apartment, 8th floor, below, covering the ground the~snow Den i slowly get up on the ledge, i see~no point in life n then go links soon to come |
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