The pain is promised //
My temper flaring to the point of blazing forest//
An to be honest, this shits-sickning//
My litch thinking is going down "deep" like a "ship-sinking"//
i cant wait so im killing off PATIENTS like the prescriptions of doc HAROLD SHIPMAN//
Fell from the sorrow imbedded in each flow//
These manz cudnt fit in my shoes if dey stuffed tissue in front of each toe //
Failing-to-rest, cuz each time i lay in my bed it feels like ders nails-in-my-chest//
Faking my death and taking-the-blame//
Falling-in-shame, Im on dis, a convict//
Prevented to escape with a ball-and-a-chain//
All is the same; i battle you for a rap or 2//
madness~looms through the trail of ganga~fumes//
When mad or brewd my stress tolls in a savage~mood//
Expanded views but im still just an average~yout//
The spawn born from a battered~womb, brain dead laying in scattered~tombs//
fassys can safely assume through their bogus hand-shaking//
But i can witness the deceitful glaze in their eyez that stands-blatent//
Plans they make for moneys got dem pranged shaking
So called mates, hate for cowards that hide behind fakes//
your lifes a SNOWFLAKE dream, my stress imitates the pressures when BOUDARY LINES BREAK//
Feeling enuff pain to scare-omens, growing blood pressure busts veins//
So much strain its bare-potent, and seeing the "blues" like lost "boat men"//
Shits real, no joke ting, I deal wit these sadistic opponents //
As a black man i feels like a piece of SHIT in a FIELD FULL OF ROSES//
Your Monotonous flows keeps my thoughts impose from exploding//
The chosen one, my rhymes were wrote for the quoting //
My Emotions sick, spits suppose //
That my voice is apposing a threat //
I feel brokin-n-vexed, my dicks choking these skets//
Flow through existence and sail-to-the-left//
Life is a journey I hope I aint failed-in-my-quest//
I'm held-on-dis-stress walking through hell//
Talk to myself, i feel the pain impaled-on-my-creaps//
Feel like I've been held by the head and crucified wit a nail-in-my-chest//
I'm trapped and jail-by-dis-shit it cud bring a tear-2-my-I//
But in mind of timid emotions, I lack the feelings to cry//
You cant see the fear in my eye, dis shit beats me inside//
No peace in my mind, fuck insecurities dat eat me alive //
My insecurities cuds beat and leave me to die//


For my dayz 2 end I cant wait .. I cant wait //
To Stop my heart rate ,dine on the food from my last plate//
To the end im half way//
Cus I feel like in the "HUMAN RACE" I'm coming out "LAST PLACE"//

uppin plz!!!