as quiet laughter fills the room.. my visions still blurred..
i can feel the pupils staring.. but yet no one says a word..
as my nerves tense up... i feel the steady beating in my chest..
the worst pain has past... now nothing left but the best..
my mind slowly eases.. and i take one last breath...
I know it seems to early.. but its my time to meet death..
the sorrows never ending.. but i know my secrets you'll keep..
as i face the facts of manhood... i take the fatal leap....






Zane Eury 12-21-04