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| Phenom | Kingz | Dabatos | TonySelf | Tha Q | Half Breed | Tito | 7th End | RV Radio  |
04-01-05, 02:59 AM
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L.E
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"Losing the Battle"
IP:
...What The Fuck Is Wrong With Me...? ...I Musta Did Something Wrong... ...Fuck...Fuck...Fuck...Fuck.... ...Everything Was Perfect... ...But It Really Wasn't At All... The rain...the pain.........the splashing at my feet... A car drives by me........engine echoing my defeat... I stare down at my shoes.......my feet are soaked... The truth was so cloaked........give up my only hope... My hand in my pocket...........my other wipes the tears... Paranoia did drive me........now I have realized my fears... Through all of the years...I thought my pain had ceased... No...I was fuckin' teased...Brought up, shot down, decieved... This has to be a dream...some nightmare from dark depths... Blinded by false happiness...true escape is just so far, yet.... I tell her not to blame it on herself...but who is it placed on..? With the joyful wave gone...I realize this is the exact same song... The same shit that happened...Just before I went through this... Promised myself not to get serious again......boy was I stupid... I love her so much...but I always found myself at some defense... I do love her...In the same breath I fuckin' hate her in a sense... She asks me if "we" could be again...I don't know the answer... The rage....the pain...the uncertiany burns me like a cancer... Because I know deep inside...I could never take her again... I shoulda realized this weeks ago...It shoulda came to an end... The rain hits my shoulders...another car splashes me with water... I thought I won the battle.........until the war got so much harder.... |
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