Its been a few months now since you've been gone...
No more hugs, no more kisses...
Just emptiness...
I miss you so...
But no matter what happens I can't let you go...
I can't release the sweetness...
Your face... your kiss... your touch...
I tried to forget that day I found you...
The way you seemed so lifeless...
The paramedics brought you back, but it was no use...
After some care, you got a little better...
We sat up nights and talked in the hospital...
Of life and love...
You had me promise you something...
To never let a love go...
You saw the true love in his eyes and mine...
So you told me to follow my heart...

As the days went on, and we grew sick...
They did tests on you and found a lot...
I would give up my life for my friends...
But I soon found out....you gave up yours for mine...
You were the one that got me better...
Yet I lost a love for a simple illness...
Til this day I love you...
But then I hate you...
I hate you for leaving us...
But I understand because you meet your family again...
But WHY?...
Why did you have to leave us?...

I often blame myself for him being gone...
They said there was nothing I could have done...
But there must have been something...
They said I made his last days joyous...
Yet I never got a chance to say goodbye...
I'll meet up with him on the other side...
I just take it one day at a time...
I miss him so much and I still keep that promise for him...
And I always will.


This is dedicated to my best friend Josh *(aka: Wizard)*
May he Rest In Peace throughout eternity.