have you ever been so full of the negative shit that yo chest was ready to explode?

listen up

can u tell me what it feels like to be rotten inside
when you made it down so far that you think god is a lie
I can, so just sit back and take a hop in my life
and find out what Im doin to be so fuckin aside
of everything that makes a live normal, a joy or a wonder
its outer space, the clouds are grey and they destroy like a thunder
its seriously impossible to pass all these obstacles here
Im droppin a tear daily cause every goddamn walk is a fear
I got a feelin that Im not doin anythin that important
for my life, but than every second I sing is a fortune
call me maybe crazy and trapped, shady n whack
but I gotta write and roc a mic, I cant be lazy like that
Im walkin down the empty street think of clowns and them release
an album and they whack, and they think they tight on sampled beats
and just sit around maybe then Im gettin back to reality
pain, fear an jealousy are the kings of my galaxy

[chorus]
Im lost in the world (4x)

[verse two]
when I grab a mic I just feel free to say what I want
sabres and sons, cables and fun, labels or guns
it doesnt matter, how come nobody never wanted my skill
never say Im ill, reach my hand or honor whats real
I never found out, my mom always wants me to be
sumthin special, so she tells me "Son, once you be free"
tons of the believes did in my head like flowers in winter
I never be the winner, just the slave of cowards n sinners
but maybe thats the point maybeyou gotta take what you get
Im a loser but I can rap, others are lazy and fat
everybody what he deserves, not that Im down with the shit
I rather drown in the shit, sound as I quit, be loud as a bitch
every human being is authentic made so actually when its late
Im sittin there thinkin bout me and the whole che-mis-tray
that holds the world together, either you a saint or a knight
maybe I suck and Im a loser, but I never change what Im like

[chorus]
Im lost in the world (4x)